SAD...

Sometimes I feel i got many easy ways out. Yet my heart softens and goes back for you. Den you will disappoint me. even till the last chance, you are still disappointing me. I feel so sad. I'm now the one who decided to go back to you because i still love you, Yet to you, its like i don't understand you.

Darling,
Its very hard for me to face the same fear that i have experienced 3mths ago only.

I know what you want, but its something ridiculous.
If u can't focus with me around, I'll be a hindrance to you for life.
O levels is just a small thing, how bout A levels, University, Work?
I'm Not The Main Factor of your RESULTS.
I'm Not The Main usage of your TIME
U can't study when in a relationship? u got 12 in level during sec 2, when i was studying for Os.
U got 55 for sec 3, when u started ignoring me and watching tv.
So its Me again?

Why can't I wish that you can cherish me at least aBIT more.........................
Why Can't I be more important than some of the non-living things In Your Life.
WHy Does IT have to wait till the last last moment, den you'll say you love me.

DUN BLAME ME for your results anymore.
NOT ME!

I'm the one going to find you. My Time, Not your time.i don't mind...(:

I dunno what to do... I dunno what to do....


TEACH me how to believe in you??