10/1/10.

87days since we broke up.
Memories stays deep
Love stays deep.

I've been trying hard not to cry.
But, yesterday, i cried when i dreamt of you. leaving me.
Hurts my heart.
recently so many emo songs come to my head.
I wish, i can sing to you, and touch you.

I still love you.
from the way i cry even when i sleep.

yesterday i went to meet up with hazmei. and after passing ur block,
I nearly cried.
tears were in my eyes.
The place we used hug,
The place we used to cuddle,
The place we used to kiss,
The place where i waited for you.
The place where i loved to go.
The place where u asked me to leave.
The place where u walk away from me
The place where u asked me to go away
The place where u said u don't wanna see me.

Memories.
Memories.
my throat hurts.
From everyday. Singing the songs i wanna sing to you.
its the 9th day since i started coughing.
And i'm still singing everyday.
How I wanna be with you.



一輩子兩個人在一起
你說要加個或許
不是你不喜歡甜言和蜜語
只是你比較實際

兩個人一輩子不分離
你問我好在哪裡
不是你不期待永恆的戀曲
你說最美的愛情叫做回應

為何連分手都不跟我爭吵
撂下一句話就想逃跑
讓我 愛難平 情難滅 夢難了
心難過 你卻放手 一了百了

離開我你說是為了我好
可知道這句話傷人不少
就算忘不了 沒有大不了
反正一切都不再重要

我的心既然你全都不了
何必再繼續彼此困擾
斬斷糾纏的愛
從今就一了百了