Sometimes I feel i got many easy ways out. Yet my heart softens and goes back for you. Den you will disappoint me. even till the last chance, you are still disappointing me. I feel so sad. I'm now the one who decided to go back to you because i still love you, Yet to you, its like i don't understand you.
Darling,
Its very hard for me to face the same fear that i have experienced 3mths ago only.
I know what you want, but its something ridiculous.
If u can't focus with me around, I'll be a hindrance to you for life.
O levels is just a small thing, how bout A levels, University, Work?
I'm Not The Main Factor of your RESULTS.
I'm Not The Main usage of your TIME
U can't study when in a relationship? u got 12 in level during sec 2, when i was studying for Os.
U got 55 for sec 3, when u started ignoring me and watching tv.
So its Me again?
Why can't I wish that you can cherish me at least aBIT more.........................
Why Can't I be more important than some of the non-living things In Your Life.
WHy Does IT have to wait till the last last moment, den you'll say you love me.
DUN BLAME ME for your results anymore.
NOT ME!
I'm the one going to find you. My Time, Not your time.i don't mind...(:
I dunno what to do... I dunno what to do....
TEACH me how to believe in you??
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Feb 2010
haix, few more days, and its 4 months since we break up.
hmm.
emo days coming...
everything feels like yesterday, the day we broke up, de day u shout me to get lost
every pain feels like yesterday too. it hurts.
hmm.
emo days coming...
everything feels like yesterday, the day we broke up, de day u shout me to get lost
every pain feels like yesterday too. it hurts.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
:D
happy again.
Happy with my new found life.
HAPpy that everything is okay.
I hope, we can keep this blog still. haha. as long as possible :D
Happy with my new found life.
HAPpy that everything is okay.
I hope, we can keep this blog still. haha. as long as possible :D
Monday, January 25, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
Sorry Demi
Sorry demi!
i am a impatient guy.
Haha.
Everytime so impatient,
love you too much...
demi.
thanks for appreciating my love.
i really very happy le.
theres no such thing as unfair.
love
is never fair
thanks for trying,
I'm very happy.
satisfied.
now.
i want, to woo you back.
want you to be my darling again.
I want to call you darling.
DARLING.
it takes time.
I'll try my best.
i'll not screw anything already.
T.T
i am a impatient guy.
Haha.
Everytime so impatient,
love you too much...
demi.
thanks for appreciating my love.
i really very happy le.
theres no such thing as unfair.
love
is never fair
thanks for trying,
I'm very happy.
satisfied.
now.
i want, to woo you back.
want you to be my darling again.
I want to call you darling.
DARLING.
it takes time.
I'll try my best.
i'll not screw anything already.
T.T
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Guess thats life
I guess thats life. i'm in this mood for 3mths, and it will carry on.
i'll wait for you.
i'll love you.
thats all
i dunno how long i can wait
but i'm living 1 day by 1 day.
1 single hr by 1 single hr.
waiting for the day
you call me laogong.
the day my heart can finally smile,
is when u let me love again.
my heart is dead.
only you can save me
i only want you to save me.
yeah.
thats life.
I need you.
i'll wait for you.
i'll love you.
thats all
i dunno how long i can wait
but i'm living 1 day by 1 day.
1 single hr by 1 single hr.
waiting for the day
you call me laogong.
the day my heart can finally smile,
is when u let me love again.
my heart is dead.
only you can save me
i only want you to save me.
yeah.
thats life.
I need you.
Three Months!
Its been 3 mths since we broke up, demi.
short or long?
things happened between us.
but my love, haven even fade,
when i see you.
i just wanna love you.
haix.
i just hope you could let me love you.
and you could love me back
aww.
don't be stress over ur studies,
let me help you. pls.
i'll feel better.
GOOD LUCK!
short or long?
things happened between us.
but my love, haven even fade,
when i see you.
i just wanna love you.
haix.
i just hope you could let me love you.
and you could love me back
aww.
don't be stress over ur studies,
let me help you. pls.
i'll feel better.
GOOD LUCK!
Monday, January 11, 2010
Life without my darling-day 89.
HAHA wad a nice title.
Hais.
these few months, really damn shag.
no time to breathe.
a battle of my emotions almost everyday,
how i wish,
i could have a break,
the only way to have a break, is when you tell me you still love me
or u call me laogong again. :D
haix.
My IQ so high for what?
My EQ is so bloody low. pathetic. lol
My EQ can be compared to a young boy.
LOL.
thats how pathetic.
Hmm
but too much EQ also not good wad.
become very cunning, den everything blahblahblah
maybe should be happy my EQ is low, but must becareful in everything i do.
Hmm.
For you, nothing is impossible.
Love ya.
Hais.
these few months, really damn shag.
no time to breathe.
a battle of my emotions almost everyday,
how i wish,
i could have a break,
the only way to have a break, is when you tell me you still love me
or u call me laogong again. :D
haix.
My IQ so high for what?
My EQ is so bloody low. pathetic. lol
My EQ can be compared to a young boy.
LOL.
thats how pathetic.
Hmm
but too much EQ also not good wad.
become very cunning, den everything blahblahblah
maybe should be happy my EQ is low, but must becareful in everything i do.
Hmm.
For you, nothing is impossible.
Love ya.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
10/1/10.
87days since we broke up.
Memories stays deep
Love stays deep.
I've been trying hard not to cry.
But, yesterday, i cried when i dreamt of you. leaving me.
Hurts my heart.
recently so many emo songs come to my head.
I wish, i can sing to you, and touch you.
I still love you.
from the way i cry even when i sleep.
yesterday i went to meet up with hazmei. and after passing ur block,
I nearly cried.
tears were in my eyes.
The place we used hug,
The place we used to cuddle,
The place we used to kiss,
The place where i waited for you.
The place where i loved to go.
The place where u asked me to leave.
The place where u walk away from me
The place where u asked me to go away
The place where u said u don't wanna see me.
Memories.
Memories.
my throat hurts.
From everyday. Singing the songs i wanna sing to you.
its the 9th day since i started coughing.
And i'm still singing everyday.
How I wanna be with you.
一輩子兩個人在一起
你說要加個或許
不是你不喜歡甜言和蜜語
只是你比較實際
兩個人一輩子不分離
你問我好在哪裡
不是你不期待永恆的戀曲
你說最美的愛情叫做回應
為何連分手都不跟我爭吵
撂下一句話就想逃跑
讓我 愛難平 情難滅 夢難了
心難過 你卻放手 一了百了
離開我你說是為了我好
可知道這句話傷人不少
就算忘不了 沒有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再繼續彼此困擾
斬斷糾纏的愛
從今就一了百了
Memories stays deep
Love stays deep.
I've been trying hard not to cry.
But, yesterday, i cried when i dreamt of you. leaving me.
Hurts my heart.
recently so many emo songs come to my head.
I wish, i can sing to you, and touch you.
I still love you.
from the way i cry even when i sleep.
yesterday i went to meet up with hazmei. and after passing ur block,
I nearly cried.
tears were in my eyes.
The place we used hug,
The place we used to cuddle,
The place we used to kiss,
The place where i waited for you.
The place where i loved to go.
The place where u asked me to leave.
The place where u walk away from me
The place where u asked me to go away
The place where u said u don't wanna see me.
Memories.
Memories.
my throat hurts.
From everyday. Singing the songs i wanna sing to you.
its the 9th day since i started coughing.
And i'm still singing everyday.
How I wanna be with you.
一輩子兩個人在一起
你說要加個或許
不是你不喜歡甜言和蜜語
只是你比較實際
兩個人一輩子不分離
你問我好在哪裡
不是你不期待永恆的戀曲
你說最美的愛情叫做回應
為何連分手都不跟我爭吵
撂下一句話就想逃跑
讓我 愛難平 情難滅 夢難了
心難過 你卻放手 一了百了
離開我你說是為了我好
可知道這句話傷人不少
就算忘不了 沒有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再繼續彼此困擾
斬斷糾纏的愛
從今就一了百了
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Cheer Up
Haix, I dunno what is happening to you and me though, but i guess, now you and him broken up, but i have this feeling you two will be together again, because u so rash and blinded. haix. den i'll have to be ignored, and everything goes back to 1month before.
I also dunno
I love you alot,
but being with you doesn't have any stability at all.
during the relationships u have many crushes,
but i thought it will pull through.
but one by one it goes on even deeper,
now i'm out of the picture already.
TOTALLY out.
how sad can i be?
i dunno whether i still want a chance anot,
i feel so weak, so useless, you made me felt that.
i just know i still love you, i want to care bout you.
I Hope, my hatred for you goes on fading. Its so xinku.
to hate and love at the same time.
i have never hate someone you know.
and never love someone that much too.
those two mixes, its like dead end.
I want to care for you.
I want to be there for you.
But even know if i want,
i'll be scolded, by everyone around me.
They saw me being destroyed. but yet, i'm going on wanting to be with you.
Lames, i'm so fail.
even i have to tell u how i feel through this blog.
FAIL. cause u won't give me a chance to tell you. We dun even have a good talk after we broke up.
just some lies lame excuses den we broke up.
yes. u are not ready for relationship.
thats true.
but. i don't mind!
I already love u so much, when i realise u are not ready. i just hope that u will be ready soon. den. i lost you. perhaps its a great gamble to wait for u.
but i had the confidence.
now,
shattered.
i still have to care for you.
cause
I LOVE YOU!
u don't even border to reply me.
U know how i feel
amplify how u feel by 100000000 x billion million times den thats how i feel.
or maybe few more zeros.
lol.
I also dunno
I love you alot,
but being with you doesn't have any stability at all.
during the relationships u have many crushes,
but i thought it will pull through.
but one by one it goes on even deeper,
now i'm out of the picture already.
TOTALLY out.
how sad can i be?
i dunno whether i still want a chance anot,
i feel so weak, so useless, you made me felt that.
i just know i still love you, i want to care bout you.
I Hope, my hatred for you goes on fading. Its so xinku.
to hate and love at the same time.
i have never hate someone you know.
and never love someone that much too.
those two mixes, its like dead end.
I want to care for you.
I want to be there for you.
But even know if i want,
i'll be scolded, by everyone around me.
They saw me being destroyed. but yet, i'm going on wanting to be with you.
Lames, i'm so fail.
even i have to tell u how i feel through this blog.
FAIL. cause u won't give me a chance to tell you. We dun even have a good talk after we broke up.
just some lies lame excuses den we broke up.
yes. u are not ready for relationship.
thats true.
but. i don't mind!
I already love u so much, when i realise u are not ready. i just hope that u will be ready soon. den. i lost you. perhaps its a great gamble to wait for u.
but i had the confidence.
now,
shattered.
i still have to care for you.
cause
I LOVE YOU!
u don't even border to reply me.
U know how i feel
amplify how u feel by 100000000 x billion million times den thats how i feel.
or maybe few more zeros.
lol.
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