another vent of anger

Stay Strong

No more crying, i will try my best.
Stay strong,
I'm going to stay strong,



today is this song. i love this song. haha
I'll be waiting for u darling.
:D
This blog never dies

Sorry

Im sorry,
I hurted u again
I irritated u again.
I wanted to help you.
now u are crying for him, i am crying for you,
No matter what u are,
I will still want you
you are the apple of my eye darling.
haix.
Open your eyes and see who loves u most.
your mum, me.

i'm so helpless to you.
yet i love you so much
then u dun love me at all.
but, i'll be there.
when u need me,
now u don't but i need. how can i do?

Hoping

I'm not giving up. Even if i get hurt everyday, i'm willing to find u to get myself hurt.

I LOVE YOU.
CAN'T U FEEL IT ANYMORE.
OUCH.
THE PAIN IN MY HEART
MAKES ME TYPE IN CAPS AGAIN.

but, love always perseveres

one day, if you need my love, i'll be there.

OUCH

haha. now making cookie for darling. christmas, first time, i think i'm not going to make it nice le. so sad. nvm. but just now burnt my hand. damn pain. the whole skin become bubble. z.
dunno whether she will know,
whether she will not get unhappy if i didn't make the cookie well.
my finger already burnt.
why am i doing so much for you.
because i cant forget you. =C.
I want you to be with me

Love

I learn guitar, because i know you like guitar
I learn math, because i want to help you
I learn piano, so that i can amaze you
I learn singing, because I want to touch you.
I learn cooking, So i can cook for you, u big eater. haha.
I save money, so i can give u a better life
I study hard, so i can get a better job

Your gone, Now what??
I learn guitar, to injure my fingers?
I learn math, to make my brain more big?
I learn piano, to injure my nails?
I learn singing, To HAO LIAN?
I learn cooking, to burn my hand?
I save money, to make ppl think i'm stingy?
I study hard, to make ppl think i'm smart?

YA SURE.

Love.

This Blog will stay alive...

we broke up on 14 Oct 2009.

I love u still
I STILL LOVE YOU. ALOT.
I DUNNO WHY. I HAVE THE FEELING I CANT FORGET YOU.
DARLING....
I AM NOT ALLOWED TO CALL U DARLING.
ITS BEEN... 2 MTHS, SINCE U CALLED ME LAOGONG.
DARLING...

I DUNNO WHETHER U STILL WILL COME THIS BLOG, OR POST.
I WANT TO TELL U. I LOVE YOU

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY
I'M SORRY I CAN'T PREPARE A GRAND PRESENT FOR YOU.
I CAN'T
MY HEART HURTS.
IN FACT I'M STILL CRYING. EVERY SINGLE BLOG POST.
I'M STILL STUCK IN THIS ROOM. I CAN'T GET OUT. I NEED YOU.