another vent of anger

Stay Strong

No more crying, i will try my best.
Stay strong,
I'm going to stay strong,



today is this song. i love this song. haha
I'll be waiting for u darling.
:D
This blog never dies

Sorry

Im sorry,
I hurted u again
I irritated u again.
I wanted to help you.
now u are crying for him, i am crying for you,
No matter what u are,
I will still want you
you are the apple of my eye darling.
haix.
Open your eyes and see who loves u most.
your mum, me.

i'm so helpless to you.
yet i love you so much
then u dun love me at all.
but, i'll be there.
when u need me,
now u don't but i need. how can i do?

Hoping

I'm not giving up. Even if i get hurt everyday, i'm willing to find u to get myself hurt.

I LOVE YOU.
CAN'T U FEEL IT ANYMORE.
OUCH.
THE PAIN IN MY HEART
MAKES ME TYPE IN CAPS AGAIN.

but, love always perseveres

one day, if you need my love, i'll be there.

OUCH

haha. now making cookie for darling. christmas, first time, i think i'm not going to make it nice le. so sad. nvm. but just now burnt my hand. damn pain. the whole skin become bubble. z.
dunno whether she will know,
whether she will not get unhappy if i didn't make the cookie well.
my finger already burnt.
why am i doing so much for you.
because i cant forget you. =C.
I want you to be with me

Love

I learn guitar, because i know you like guitar
I learn math, because i want to help you
I learn piano, so that i can amaze you
I learn singing, because I want to touch you.
I learn cooking, So i can cook for you, u big eater. haha.
I save money, so i can give u a better life
I study hard, so i can get a better job

Your gone, Now what??
I learn guitar, to injure my fingers?
I learn math, to make my brain more big?
I learn piano, to injure my nails?
I learn singing, To HAO LIAN?
I learn cooking, to burn my hand?
I save money, to make ppl think i'm stingy?
I study hard, to make ppl think i'm smart?

YA SURE.

Love.

This Blog will stay alive...

we broke up on 14 Oct 2009.

I love u still
I STILL LOVE YOU. ALOT.
I DUNNO WHY. I HAVE THE FEELING I CANT FORGET YOU.
DARLING....
I AM NOT ALLOWED TO CALL U DARLING.
ITS BEEN... 2 MTHS, SINCE U CALLED ME LAOGONG.
DARLING...

I DUNNO WHETHER U STILL WILL COME THIS BLOG, OR POST.
I WANT TO TELL U. I LOVE YOU

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY
I'M SORRY I CAN'T PREPARE A GRAND PRESENT FOR YOU.
I CAN'T
MY HEART HURTS.
IN FACT I'M STILL CRYING. EVERY SINGLE BLOG POST.
I'M STILL STUCK IN THIS ROOM. I CAN'T GET OUT. I NEED YOU.

My Darling...

My darling.
we have broken for 1month today,
aw....
i miss you lots..

=(
love is filled with my heart.
sadness is filled with my heart more..
i just want to say,
i don't want to lose you.
please give me this chance to love you back...

I LOVE YOU DEMI LUM MING JIE.=D

I lOVE YOU

I love you. please don't leave me.

HAPPY 17TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

=D haha, i never forget worh.. =D but i nvr prepare any present for u=(

This Month is The hardest month to pass. HAHA.

But no matter what we will last forever.=D

My exams are over, your exams are starting. so must jiayou orh!

i will pei u all the way like i always do. =P

so long since i blogged already, haha.

but i dunno what to type leh..

just know that i love you. haha

i will end here. LOL =D

12am liao =D

=D happy 15th month!

haha, happy 15th month aniversary!

HOHO

so fast 15th month liao
all i want to say
is thanks darling for everything =D
everything we been through was FUN

I love the way you love me
I love the way you can tolerate me
I'm very lucky to have you, only you can joke and play with me, like kids
Also, To share my problems with you, =D and u will always encourage me.
Hear my talkative craps. haha
love me even i'm so ugly.
Give me warmth when u hug me
Make me fly when you kiss me.
Nobody can take your place.
NOBODY,
lol!
=D
So,
Be with me forever! =D

Love ya forever too,

your laogong=D

Happy 13th month!

happy 13mth aniversary!!
hope we last forever. =D
lyl.

In love deeply...

50 most romantic things to do with your boyfriend or girlfriend...

1. Watch the sunset together
2. Whisper to each other
3. Cook for each other (making things count to right? haha. =p)
4. Walk in the rain
5. Hold hands
6. Buy gifts for each other
7. Roses
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together (nah!)
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight
10. Write poetry for each other (only you did it. i enjoyed it. =D)
11. Hugs are the universal medicine
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie! (idk if you are lying. haha. jkjk.)
15. Spend every second possible together
16. Look into each other's eyes
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly
18. When in public, only flirt with each other
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking
20. Buy her a ring
21. Sing to each other
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart
26. Dance together
27. I love the way your girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap (not on your lap ba)
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears (don't know if got tell all yet anot... haha. =p)
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her
37. Hang out with his/her friends
38. Go to church/pray/worship together (not really possible...)
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice (what does this mean??)
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her
42. Make sacrifices for each other
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else (don't know... haha)
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other (almost before)
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, 'Sweet dreams.'

hmm... you should know what the ones highlighted in blue means. hahax. =p
i copy from email de. haha. nothing to post ma. =p
laogong must workhard le kays? i also must work super duper hard!!!
16 more days to my mye... i scared... nvm.
love ya! forever! =)

loving you always, darling =)

YAY, 1 year has passed.
still remember 1year ago.
Wanting to say something to u


i dunno, sometimes i'll feel left out without ur presence,until i'll have to find a place to hide
everytime i'll try to catch ur attention,
hope u dun get irritated.=D
cause thats just because i love alot=D


wanna say a big sorry and thank you=D
blame hormones, not me=D
I Still remember how stupid i was when we first started,
hahax
Now still stupid. LOL
but nvm=D i know you love me,
and i'll love you forever, its a promise=D

Whenever u said sorry,
my heart melts.
whenever i see ur name when i receive a message. i'll smile.
Dun feel that your bad
cause once u loved me, ur perfect.

i know i'm not a good boyfriend
i know i'm ugly,
but thanks for loving me=D
and making me deserving it.

my school's gonna start soon,
and, i'll miss you.
dun worry, i'll be very loyal,=D
cause my heart only have you.
100% you.
Darling i love you!

Random post

Lol. hahax 3 more days. =)
haha happy belated belated valentine's everyone. LOL
belated x 100
Just wanna show a very funny video.
HAHA
touch my body= tuts my barreh.
See le darling will understand wad i say that time. LOL
Hope can distress u also la =)



AND! dun sorry me =). hahax. cause i'm not angry at all. LOL.
LOve ya! =)
just tell u i'll be there and with everlasting patience
=)

feeling bad...

laogong,
i super duper sorry. i noe this week have been up and down. bcoz of me 'swinging' (lol)
juz wanna tell you no matter what happen, i will still be with you unless you noe... hahax. =p
even if i have only a little love left for you, i noe you will not blame me but urself. dun do that kays!?

loving you for now. =)
dun xiang tai duo!!!

Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes

lol. I just found this cool, so decided to post this, This is the percentage of zodiacs that is compatible with me! lol. 121%. erm. =P

JUST WORKED FINISH ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY! DEAD TIRED. LOL

HAPPY 10TH Month! Happy new year@

Lol. Happy 10mth darling! haha. and chinese new year.
:D wish u stay pretty, and good health!
AND GOOD RESULTS.
haha. lols
So fast 10month, everyone month moves fast
But 10months, where got long? even ten years also not long lo =P haha.
Love Ya!
Your LaoGong=P

=)

Happy belated new year, and happy 9th months!HOPE U LIKE UR PRESENT. But its with me! hahax.
i see the blog dying
So i decided to add some crap

Just came back from work,quite late,(dun worry =) i sleep straight away after this=))
haha
actually, school reopens is also not a good thing for me, although i'm not going to school. because not going to school is the thing that is not good for me. LOL. Can't see DARLING!!!.
but nvm la, still can go in and find u, hope u dun get irritated by me. HAHA.

O level results coming, stress. this last few days will be abit sian for me. nvm la. cause i Promised someone not to "grow old faster" already. Got any problems, tell me okay? haha

So fast 2009, 2008 is like a dream to me, after knowing you.=). and studying for O levels.
LOL
well, i going to sleep le. dead tired
haha, managed to work well
because i work for a reason=P.

Loving Darling alwayss,
831.