4th Years since we were together.

Haha. Strangely i was still waiting for this date
Looking at old letters that you gave to me,
recalling the times we had,
the sad times, happy times, stupid times.
maybe its because i still haven get myself another girlfriend!

i guess i'll continue this anniversary thing until i get another true love?



and actually i'm still wondering if you will visit this blog, or ponder awhile to think about this date.
But well, i'm already well forgotten by you.

just to reassure you, you are still very important to me, still lies deeply in my heart. as a special person that i cant describe.

Thanks for making me a better person too!
i will try to improve myself further!

memories.

i'm back. and you're with another guy now.

But this time i asked u to go for it..
sometimes i feel super unlucky.
The way you treasure him,
u didn't treasure me as much.

I had minimal time with you.
when i know what u did for him
My heart really hurts.
Not as much, but still hurts.

when, i go out with you,
I STILl have the urge to put my hand over your shoulder,
give u a hug.
)'=

I got used to being number 1 in your heart.
i need to adapt. Quick.

SAD...

Sometimes I feel i got many easy ways out. Yet my heart softens and goes back for you. Den you will disappoint me. even till the last chance, you are still disappointing me. I feel so sad. I'm now the one who decided to go back to you because i still love you, Yet to you, its like i don't understand you.

Darling,
Its very hard for me to face the same fear that i have experienced 3mths ago only.

I know what you want, but its something ridiculous.
If u can't focus with me around, I'll be a hindrance to you for life.
O levels is just a small thing, how bout A levels, University, Work?
I'm Not The Main Factor of your RESULTS.
I'm Not The Main usage of your TIME
U can't study when in a relationship? u got 12 in level during sec 2, when i was studying for Os.
U got 55 for sec 3, when u started ignoring me and watching tv.
So its Me again?

Why can't I wish that you can cherish me at least aBIT more.........................
Why Can't I be more important than some of the non-living things In Your Life.
WHy Does IT have to wait till the last last moment, den you'll say you love me.

DUN BLAME ME for your results anymore.
NOT ME!

I'm the one going to find you. My Time, Not your time.i don't mind...(:

I dunno what to do... I dunno what to do....


TEACH me how to believe in you??

Feb 2010

haix, few more days, and its 4 months since we break up.
hmm.
emo days coming...
everything feels like yesterday, the day we broke up, de day u shout me to get lost
every pain feels like yesterday too. it hurts.

:D

happy again.
Happy with my new found life.
HAPpy that everything is okay.
I hope, we can keep this blog still. haha. as long as possible :D

LIfe goes on!

Life goes on.

Sorry Demi

Sorry demi!
i am a impatient guy.
Haha.
Everytime so impatient,
love you too much...

demi.
thanks for appreciating my love.
i really very happy le.
theres no such thing as unfair.
love
is never fair
thanks for trying,
I'm very happy.
satisfied.
now.
i want, to woo you back.
want you to be my darling again.
I want to call you darling.
DARLING.
it takes time.
I'll try my best.
i'll not screw anything already.

T.T

Guess thats life

I guess thats life. i'm in this mood for 3mths, and it will carry on.
i'll wait for you.
i'll love you.
thats all

i dunno how long i can wait
but i'm living 1 day by 1 day.
1 single hr by 1 single hr.
waiting for the day

you call me laogong.
the day my heart can finally smile,
is when u let me love again.

my heart is dead.
only you can save me
i only want you to save me.

yeah.
thats life.
I need you.

Three Months!

Its been 3 mths since we broke up, demi.
short or long?
things happened between us.
but my love, haven even fade,
when i see you.
i just wanna love you.
haix.
i just hope you could let me love you.
and you could love me back
aww.
don't be stress over ur studies,
let me help you. pls.
i'll feel better.
GOOD LUCK!

Life without my darling-day 89.

HAHA wad a nice title.

Hais.
these few months, really damn shag.
no time to breathe.
a battle of my emotions almost everyday,
how i wish,
i could have a break,
the only way to have a break, is when you tell me you still love me
or u call me laogong again. :D
haix.

My IQ so high for what?
My EQ is so bloody low. pathetic. lol
My EQ can be compared to a young boy.
LOL.
thats how pathetic.
Hmm
but too much EQ also not good wad.
become very cunning, den everything blahblahblah
maybe should be happy my EQ is low, but must becareful in everything i do.
Hmm.
For you, nothing is impossible.
Love ya.